Missing you as always darling and thinking of you often. I'm not very good at saying how I feel right now but I do hope that you are listening to me when I chat to you and know how much I shall always love and miss you darling? I met up with Andy and Val a few weeks ago, he is looking so like you darling and it was nice to see him it felt good but also a bit sad as we all felt you around us and were waiting for you to shout out that you were running on choke!!! Ahh, happy days. God bless you my darling